I don’t know if I am emotionally ready for this… I just feel great anxiety towards the whole thing. What if I say something wrong? What if I make things worse? What should I write in her card? What should I get her? I don’t know…. And that scares me the most. That I have no idea how I would act, I have no idea how she would act…. I just scared, confused and stressed at the same time…. Legit, my heart is racing, my hands are sweating and my brain can’t focus on one thing -_- great. I am gonna crash and burn.